Thanks for sharing this. I've had related experiences in the past, and occasionally would have this sort of momentary terror of being skinny. I love reading these posts (you're incredibly inspirational!) and it's a huge comfort to know I wasn't just being batshit crazy - or, if I was, other people experience it, too.

Totally crediting you (at least partially!) with learning to control my moods, or at least be aware of them, making some realistic goals for the year, and starting back on The Hacker's Diet (-6 lbs thus far). So for the love of all that's holy and covered in cheese, don't stop attempting to categorise yourself! 8D /fangirl